Thursday, March 08, 2007
so many things to tink..
so many thoughts that bother..
how bad can life get huh.. i wonder if it'll still continue going downhill.. something in me tells me yeah.. it'll continue spiralling until the end of the freaking year ):
tink about it. things that go on now, will it still matter one year from now? in a sense yeah, and Alevels iz not juz one year from now.. it's my lifetime.. juz the way my Olevels results will bug me forever.
and i've really been thinking.. izzit really true that to be me iz to be hyper and crazy and everything happy? i wish it isn't.. cuz if it is i guess i've been possessed of late. i hate life.
and i hate the system the school works on. izzit really that hard for you to accept and give a little breathing space for those of lower standards? we're freaking trying our best.. so why cant you juz accept it instead of wanting to beautify your image at the price of your morality. heartless.
back again to the loner life that i love. the one that dwells in being pathetic and dwells in being alone yet with deep longings. i guess that really iz life for you. for me. well maybe not for everyone else.
*throbs @21:20 <3
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